My life has so much joy
Ever since I met you boy
The happiness we share
Finally, no fear
Day after day, we laugh, we play
We kiss, we cuddle
We love each other, I want to cheer
Finally, no fear
I look forward to your call
I look forward to your hug
I look forward to your kiss
These things I miss
To have you here
Finally, no fear
The sky may be gray
But in my arms you lay
Everything bright as day
The sweet things I hear you say
A new relationship to start the year
Finally, no fear
A new year upon us
Can you believe this?
Will I be blessed with the perfect kiss
I won’t be alone
I’ll share it with you
How exciting it will be
Because I love you
It’s a great feeling to be able to share
It’s awesome to know how much you care
It’s great to know I am loved
I’ve been blessed from up above
There’s a dark place we’ve all been
It’s cold and lonely with very few friends
A day that seems to last forever
Can you emerge from this endeavor?
Many I have met
Many I have gotten to know
But after many days, I realize they’re all show
They tell you what you want to hear
Whisper sweet nothings in your ear
Only to end up full of themselves
Trying to get something, not caring about anyone else
Emerge from this life
Do not settle for less
Be patient within yourself
A day will come, and you’ll be blessed
Emerging happiness
Escaping fear
Emerging victory
Now everything’s clear
I have survived, and I have won
Emerging from the dark
Step into the sun
You came into my life with unexpected force
You took my breath away with one look
I felt your embrace around my waist
My heart began to race
The sparkle in your eyes, the smile on your face
Everything about you is perfectly in place
My heart began to race
Time I spent with you is unforgettable
Every second of the day I hold on to tight
I’ll never forget the first night
My heart began to race
You pull me into your arms so tight
I felt secure for once in my life
I don’t know why you have this power
Being around you is like a spring shower
Everything’s so fresh, so clean, so new
You made believe that my desire could come true
My heart began to race
All that I want in a person you hold
Only to have that before I turn old
From the time we say goodbye
Until the next time we say hi
I feel the difference you can make in my life
The excitement, the fun, the pleasure
My heart began to race
How do I know so much so soon
How do I know this before I know you?
Is it a feeling I have, or a desire I want
Do I trust my instincts up front?
My heart began to race
Should I share this with you right now?
Should I hide this where it can’t be found?
The risks I take to share my thoughts
Will he run away or will he stay
My heart began to race
Is there a future that is waiting to appear?
Is this a learning experience of which I fear?
Time will tell, that I am for sure
All I can hope is that this is pure
My heart began to race
I wonder what it feels like to be loved
To be held by another, I wonder
Every night I lay and wonder, wonder when my time will come
Wonder, wonder why I feel alone
Tears on my cheeks, I wonder
All the years that pass, I wait, I watch, I see what I desire
The passion from others, I wonder
What do I do, just sit and wait, letting my loneliness put out my fire
Through my life I’ve had success
Material items only is what I possess
Would I give up what I have, you bet
To feel what it’s like to be loved, I wonder
Will I know what love is before I die?
Will I only see it others eyes?
Will I know before I’m old, before I lie down for my last night, my last breath?
I wonder
I have so much love to give in my heart
To give that to someone is all I want
For him to appreciate me, love, and hold me
To know his heart races like mine, just by one touch, one kiss
I wonder
I wonder what will be in the future
Will I find a soul mate, will I find anyone, or will he find me?
Will I know when that handsome face comes along?
Or will my fire be out because it’s been so long?
I wonder
Happiness and joy I hope for dearly
To say I love you and feel it entirely
Only to hear in return and know he means it
To look in his eyes and see so clearly
I wonder