My heart is heavy
Thoughts running crazy
My vision is blurred
This is so absurd

My hearts been closed for so many years
Trying to prevent the flow of tears
I try to get a few inside
But it made me realize why I hide

It seems like everyone is full of shade
Only wanting to get laid
Making friends and building connections
Falling second to popping erections

Social anxiety and rampant depression
Story of my life and obsession
Put yourself out there if you feel lonely
They don’t know how crippling it can be

I fear reliving rejection and pain
Having my heart broke was insane
There’s no guarantee it won’t happen again
Sometimes I wish this life would end.

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